Tuesday, October 19, 2010

My Thoughts on Prayer

~Prayer is the voice of Faith

"With God, all things are possible". This is a simple statement that holds a powerful truth. If we simply open our eyes and look around us we can see evidence of answered prayers. For it is him above who notes even the fall of a sparrow. This is the same Father that hears the pleadings of our hearts. We need only remember the promise found in the book of James, “If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.”

On this Spina Bifida Kids World Wide Day of Prayer, I can testify that Prayer is the passport to peace and is the provider of spiritual strength. I also know that when we lift our voice in Prayer together, miracles can happen.

When Madilyn was born, my faith was put to the test as well as my belief in the power of prayer. I remember how fragile I was during the days after her birth. I was scared to death. I had never experienced anything like this in my life. I had moments when I was afraid to pray. I could not utter the words, "thy will be done". I wanted her healed and nothing less.

But, one night it all changed. I was not able to hold Madilyn most of the day. She was being monitored closely in the nursery. I couldn't sleep. I was alone. I did not know what to do, so I prayed. I then walked done the quiet hall to see her through the glass. A very observant nurse saw me standing there with tears in my eyes. Then she allowed me to come in to the nursery and rock Madilyn for awhile. As I held her in my arms, a peace beyond measure came to my heart. I knew that she was in my Heavenly Fathers hands.

That experience helped me survive the arrival of the NICU team the next morning to take her away. Even though my heart was breaking and the tears were flowing non stop, I was able to survive.

There were so many who prayed for our Madilyn. Our immediate family, extended family, friends, neighbors and churches of all faiths in our town. Their prayers sustained me when my faith was weak from pure exhaustion. Each time I would enter the NICU, I could feel the presence of angels. Each time we head back into surgery I am so grateful for those that continue to raise their voices to our Heavenly Father in her behalf.

So, on this day, I am honored to join all those who will lift their voices in prayer for those families who are facing life with a child who has been diagnosed with Spina Bifida. I was not one who knew about the diagnosis prior to birth. Madilyn kept that news a secret until she was born.

Madilyn's life is a gift from above. She is a choice spirit that has much to teach me as her mother. She is loved by her family and she loves us. We would not be complete with her.

Be Strong and of Good Courage! I pray this day that God above will bless those who are struggling with the choices of life. May hope win out, even when the diagnosis is hard.

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